Missing you so much my little pickle. So many memories, that’s all I’m left with now. Oh what I would do just to hear your voice again in person. I watch videos of you and I want to reach out and touch you but I can’t. Chris, the electrician from housing came round the other day. We chatted so much about you, he was horrified at the way you were treated and misses puzzle time with you. Mum xxxx

At 8.03am 1 year ago today you were declared dead. The NHS had murdered you!! I was still driving to the hospital at that time, I never got to say goodbye When we got there we had to wait to see you. To kiss you, to hold you in my arms one last time. Never to hear your voice again, never to have our special cuddles again. Kimberley, Nicola and I sat with you for such a long time Then Doreen joined us and we sat talking to you in your hospital room. There was an eerie quietness on the ward that morning. I was numb. I was like a robot I could not believe my beautiful girl had been taken from me. It wasn't real, you were suddenly going to sit up and tell us it was a joke but you didn't. You were cold already You looked like you were sleeping. That day my heart broke into millions of pieces and I was no longer whole I will never be complete again without you. Until we reunite. I love and miss you so much my little pickle xxxx💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

Was telling Jess about the odd legged cows on the hill side the other day. Had to chuckle about still xx