My beautiful beautiful girl. I'm in so much pain knowing I can't see and talk to you anymore. You haven't visited for a while, please call me again I promise I will answer this time. Just let me hear your voice one more time, let me say I love you and goodbye. You'd already gone when we saw you but I still had that last cuddle, you were still warm and I wanted you to still be there. I wanted you to wake up and say you were only joking but that didn't happen. Did you see us there in your room with you? Kim, Nikki, Doreen and me. The hardest thing I've done was to tell everyone you had left us without warning. Talk to me again please xxxxxxx